Good afternoon, everyone!!!

So yes, I'm going to do my own little rant today just to get this behind me so I can have a productive writing day. 

Now mind you I adore my thyroid doctor.  She's great, always makes sure you understand what is going on, schedules so she has time to spend with you, and her bedside manner is just fantastic.  However, I'm a bit not happy with her today.  Okay, it's not really her par say, it's I'm just not happy with why she and I get to spend so much time together. 

Yeah got the news this morning fourth biopsy in a year is coming and it wasn't the one I expected, damn it, now it could easily be five biopsies in a year, errrrr.  It is a repeat on one of the biopsies I've already had, with another area thrown in for good meausure, from a doctor that doesn't like to do them unless she feels it's absolutely necessary because of the 'fun' involved that goes with this one.  So yeah, it kinda sucks the life right out of this week. 

This moment is my time to wallow in it, because frankly, I have too much to do to let it take up anymore time than that.  So I apologize for the blog in advance because it is not the most uplifting I know.  But I don't feel all that uplifting at the present, so please accept my apology in advance.

I knew this appointment has been coming for weeks now, (had to put all my this year's appointments in my new datebook when it arrived).  I was too busy the last two weeks to even think about it coming.  Then after the busy weekend, well, it just kinda hit and I told myself, "Oh it's just a check, no big deal."  Imagine my surprise when it turned out otherwise.  I honestly think it surprised my doctor too, seeing as my thyroid levels are back in the 'good' range.  I even gained four pounds since my last visit, :)  Which she and I both were happy about.  I think we both thought this ultrasound was just a formality to make sure things were good. 

Yes, this so needs to go to the back burner of the brain.  I have my paperwork to finish up for SMP which I intend to have done by the end of today, :)  I also started catching up where I need to start some new writing on Kiss of Darkness, which I am hoping to work on today too. 

Then this evening is group and a planning meeting via messenger with the VP for the up and coming.  I also need to start on my speech for the Domestic Violence speech.  See I told you I don't have time to sit and stew on what is yet to be.  Today alone is already chaulked full of "what needs my attention." 

I guess you could say yesterday was that day that lead up to this one.  I felt it in my bones.  I spent the morning handling emails, the afternoon watching little ones, and the evening vegging on my big comfy chair in front of the tv watching movies on serial killers and one 'very much like' Pride and Prejudice mini series to top my night off before going to bed way too late for getting up way too early. 

I so sat on the edge of my seat watching this four part mini series just waiting on the hero and heroine to FINALLY admit their feelings for each other.  Which of course did NOT happen until the end of the four part.  I do love that contented sigh when things finally fall into place.

Okay, three of the four children, hubby, and two of the besties have been told about my morning.  I can put it all behind me for the day once the fourth child has been told.  So yeah, I think a nap is in order to pass the time until he gets home and then I'm going to get back to living life instead of sitting around in this sleepy daze.

Everyone have a lovely day!!!

Blessings to all!!!







 


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