Good morning, everyone!!!
Well today is the day. Everyone seems to have more faith in me than me. I am nervous as hell and when I get nervous I seem to shutdown. Not good when I need to be social, LOL. So I am sitting here on the back porch this morning, Mimi girl laying beside my chair as willing me encouragement (you have to know this girl hates being outdoors since she's gotten older, so when she voluntarily asks to go outside, well, you know she has a reason, LOL).
Then there's hubby who has had to deal with my up and down moods, my nervous energy, and who stood in Catos for a half an hour explaining to the grandson that grandma doesn't make him do this very often if ever, when he happened to question why I was back at this rack or that rack for the hundredth time, LOL. I'm truly blessed to have someone who says, Yep, you are being a bitch, but it's okay, I understand. :) God love that man!!!
Very soon one of my author friend will be arriving to pick me up. Then we will meet with another author friend to ride to the book signing together. I love how relaxed these two ladies are :) I wish I could be so relaxed, but I know one thing about me, I never am when doing something new. I also know once I get there and mentally assess the situation, I will be okay. It is just going into the unknown that does this to my mind.
I love new adventures though. This is definitely a new adventure. So, yes, I will eventually come around and make this fun and exciting :)
I am looking forward to next week when I can get back to writing instead of working on writing business and get back to my spiritual studies full force :)
Would I trade this insane week for anything? Nope, I sure wouldn't. It reminds me of why I love writing and meeting readers. And even though I've been a nervous wreck all week, I've also loved every moment of the excitement building up to this moment :)
If you haven't gotten your tickets for the event today, follow the link below and grab yours!!! Hope to see you there!!!
Everyone have a lovely day!!!
Blessings to all!!!
https://www.eventbrite.com/e/indies-in-indy-2017-tickets-22069248717
Well today is the day. Everyone seems to have more faith in me than me. I am nervous as hell and when I get nervous I seem to shutdown. Not good when I need to be social, LOL. So I am sitting here on the back porch this morning, Mimi girl laying beside my chair as willing me encouragement (you have to know this girl hates being outdoors since she's gotten older, so when she voluntarily asks to go outside, well, you know she has a reason, LOL).
Then there's hubby who has had to deal with my up and down moods, my nervous energy, and who stood in Catos for a half an hour explaining to the grandson that grandma doesn't make him do this very often if ever, when he happened to question why I was back at this rack or that rack for the hundredth time, LOL. I'm truly blessed to have someone who says, Yep, you are being a bitch, but it's okay, I understand. :) God love that man!!!
Very soon one of my author friend will be arriving to pick me up. Then we will meet with another author friend to ride to the book signing together. I love how relaxed these two ladies are :) I wish I could be so relaxed, but I know one thing about me, I never am when doing something new. I also know once I get there and mentally assess the situation, I will be okay. It is just going into the unknown that does this to my mind.
I love new adventures though. This is definitely a new adventure. So, yes, I will eventually come around and make this fun and exciting :)
I am looking forward to next week when I can get back to writing instead of working on writing business and get back to my spiritual studies full force :)
Would I trade this insane week for anything? Nope, I sure wouldn't. It reminds me of why I love writing and meeting readers. And even though I've been a nervous wreck all week, I've also loved every moment of the excitement building up to this moment :)
If you haven't gotten your tickets for the event today, follow the link below and grab yours!!! Hope to see you there!!!
Everyone have a lovely day!!!
Blessings to all!!!
https://www.eventbrite.com/e/indies-in-indy-2017-tickets-22069248717