I hope this day finds all of you having a good day. It has been dreary here the last few days and much cooler than it was, which is definitely affecting my mood. Not cool, but I have to snap out of it. So the decision was made, by me, to give myself a bit of a spa morning.
I’ve neglected those in the last year or so and I really don’t have a clue as to why I stopped doing them. They are so good to recharge your inner batteries.
So this morning I’ve begun with a hot oil treatment for my hair and a facial. Then will move onto a nice meditative bath, no lights, just incense burning and most likely my favorite Native American music playing in the background to help ground me.
I sat down last night and wrote out my writing schedule for the next few months. I came to the conclusion last evening I HAVE to make some changes otherwise I’m going to really lose it. I’ve allowed too much time to go into worrying over a situation I have no control over. A situation that having empath tendencies isn’t a good thing. So, it is either give myself an ulcer with worry and holding my breath until the outcome presents itself, or be satisfied with the warnings I’ve given and move on in my life and just let things happen.
This is not an easy task for me but I know in my heart it is a lesson I am to learn in this life. So, how do I handle this lesson, but redirecting my focus, which I intend to do.
Yes, I went as far as to look up how to go off the grid yesterday. But really disappearing from life isn’t the answer as inviting as it is J There is just some times in this life one gets tired of being the one people count on to fix things. Then I realized, if I always fix the problem after I’ve given ample warning, then those depending on me to fix it never learn. So I have to take a backseat to this particular situation and let them fix it themselves.
There’s a fine line between being supportive and sticking to your guns. This will definitely be a balancing act for me for sure. But one I can manage if I redirect my focus into something productive.
So starting today, I will be putting my energy to good use, pampering myself when I need to, and revamping not only my inner world but my outer one as well.
The outcome I’ve seen coming for the bad situation is not a good one. I hate being a visionary sometimes. However, the lesson I’m to learn from this one is the harshest lesson I’ve had to learn thus far in life… sit back and let it happen.
Everyone have a lovely day!!!
Blessings to all!!!