Good morning, everyone!!!
Some of us authors over at Romance Writers Weekly have decided a Valentine's giveaway would be fun :) So starting today we have an exciting facebook hop for you to join and win some fun prizes :) So click on the Romance Writers Weekly anywhere in this post to get started on your chances to win. Ten authors, eleven prizes, and oh so much fun!!!
I've made a few firm decisions over the last few weeks on my life in general. I've come to realize that I have to quit waiting. You know that waiting where you put things on hold 'just in case' you're needed by someone else. Well, I have to quit waiting on the 'just in cases' and just start making my own plans, life my own life, and just let things fall where they may.
I've spent my entire life living it for others or helping others or worrying over others. This is a habit of mine I've been working hard on fixing for several years now. Over the course of the last several weeks it is become apparent I need to really get serious about it. I need this for me and my well being. I need this for my sanity. I need this to help me reinvent me.
So, after much thought and tears, it is time to push the mark. It is time for this old girl to reinvent who she is and for the first time ever think solely of what I want.
I told myself at the beginning of the year I was going to bring more adventures into my life over the course of 2018. So, yep, that is part of what I am going to do.
We are in the planning process of this vacation. My sister came over yesterday for a little while and we looked over so many ideas and things to do in the area. It is a beautiful place and I can't wait to take tons of pictures and make fun memories.
It has been so long since I just did things for myself. Real things not just a few little things here and there. I mean truly find out what I enjoy. I love my writing and writing groups. However, I want to break free of just delving deep into that area of my life. I want to try new things, find out what I really enjoy, find out what I really don't enjoy, and quit feeling like I am always waiting on others to make a decision, to need me, to do something, to make plans, you know the hurry up and wait ordeal.
It is time for me to let everyone in my life stand on their own two feet and delve deep into my own inner self. Time for me to leave behind the woman I've always been to seek out the woman who has been waiting to come out.
As I sat there last night thinking about all of this, I realized, my inner self is always on standby. In my mind, I can't make plans because if I do, someone may need me to do this or that. So I sit, I wait, and sometimes someone needs something, most of the time they don't. So, here I sit, waiting and losing out on those things that I may enjoy or may not enjoy.
So starting today, I vow to try to do something different each week. Big or small, it doesn't matter I just need to make a plan and follow through. I need to be happy within me. I know this, I've preached this, it is time to take my own advice and just move forward.
Well it's time to get this day underway.
Everyone have a lovely day!!!
Blessings to all!!!
Some of us authors over at Romance Writers Weekly have decided a Valentine's giveaway would be fun :) So starting today we have an exciting facebook hop for you to join and win some fun prizes :) So click on the Romance Writers Weekly anywhere in this post to get started on your chances to win. Ten authors, eleven prizes, and oh so much fun!!!
I've made a few firm decisions over the last few weeks on my life in general. I've come to realize that I have to quit waiting. You know that waiting where you put things on hold 'just in case' you're needed by someone else. Well, I have to quit waiting on the 'just in cases' and just start making my own plans, life my own life, and just let things fall where they may.
I've spent my entire life living it for others or helping others or worrying over others. This is a habit of mine I've been working hard on fixing for several years now. Over the course of the last several weeks it is become apparent I need to really get serious about it. I need this for me and my well being. I need this for my sanity. I need this to help me reinvent me.
So, after much thought and tears, it is time to push the mark. It is time for this old girl to reinvent who she is and for the first time ever think solely of what I want.
I told myself at the beginning of the year I was going to bring more adventures into my life over the course of 2018. So, yep, that is part of what I am going to do.
We are in the planning process of this vacation. My sister came over yesterday for a little while and we looked over so many ideas and things to do in the area. It is a beautiful place and I can't wait to take tons of pictures and make fun memories.
It has been so long since I just did things for myself. Real things not just a few little things here and there. I mean truly find out what I enjoy. I love my writing and writing groups. However, I want to break free of just delving deep into that area of my life. I want to try new things, find out what I really enjoy, find out what I really don't enjoy, and quit feeling like I am always waiting on others to make a decision, to need me, to do something, to make plans, you know the hurry up and wait ordeal.
It is time for me to let everyone in my life stand on their own two feet and delve deep into my own inner self. Time for me to leave behind the woman I've always been to seek out the woman who has been waiting to come out.
As I sat there last night thinking about all of this, I realized, my inner self is always on standby. In my mind, I can't make plans because if I do, someone may need me to do this or that. So I sit, I wait, and sometimes someone needs something, most of the time they don't. So, here I sit, waiting and losing out on those things that I may enjoy or may not enjoy.
So starting today, I vow to try to do something different each week. Big or small, it doesn't matter I just need to make a plan and follow through. I need to be happy within me. I know this, I've preached this, it is time to take my own advice and just move forward.
Well it's time to get this day underway.
Everyone have a lovely day!!!
Blessings to all!!!